I’m having a good time on vacation but I also really miss my Noodle. It’s weird being on vacation with his family…without him. I feel slightly out of place. But his niece really like me and I’m getting along with his little brother more than I thought I would and the view from the deck at our suite is incredible. But not having the closeness and the warmth that comes from being in bed or even just on the couch with my sweetie is a jarring difference to my usual pace. On the bright side, I’ve made it my goal to stay as full as I can while I’m here so I can hopefully get to my goal weight and I feel so sexy and fat around all of these thin upper-middle class yacht owners and the tourists and college kids…like my belly jiggles so much when I’m walking and I just get so tempted to dig into my softness when I feel it bounce against my thighs. There’s a wall-size mirror in one of the bathrooms that shows me just how big I’ve gotten…unnnffff. Unfortunately, it’s pretty impossible to masturbate with 6 people in a 4 person suite, sleeping on the couch bed, but that’s another reason I really wish my sweetie was here : belly rubs. They’re just not as good when you give them to yourself. But anyway….
tl;dr I’m having a good time, I really miss Noodle, and I’m hot and fat as fuck.
A pre-everything picture, followed by two shots to show off
my stubblemy cute glasses. A messy dive into the world of makeup is the next step.
I would like to illustrate in pictures why being very nearsighted sucks:
- With glasses.
- No glasses.
- Not gonna lie, wanted to show off my eyelashes.
ALL OF THAT EYE REAL ESTATE WASTED
Good job webcam and sunlight for being so bright and tricking my webcam into ignoring my stubble.
I need to learn to makeup, I suppose.
Oh yeah there’s this filtered-to-fuck shot, too.
Finally brushed the damn wig…was quite tangled. I also chopped most of the bangs off because I couldn’t find a good way to use them longer.
I miss the long hair look.
"Nothing in the world smells as good as the person you love."
Hair adventures. Pretty much a success. More later.
Look at how hot my boyfriend is
I need sex like that more often
If I came like that every day I think I’d be an optimist.
With and without glasses. Yes, I am perpetually just out of the shower. I have no idea why these posted so fucking huge.
Me and my Noodle! He’s not actually sleeping in the second photo, but I think he wishes he was. :3 I’m the luckiest marshmallow ever!
Even after two
years, waking up with you is
paradise to me.
Michael and I have been together for two years today. :3 It really does not seem like it’s been that long, but a lot’s happened in the last two years. I’m so happy. I love him so much!
Dunno why I never posted this! It’s almost 2 years old :p I was so cute right at the beginning of our relationship! guhh. :3