Chelsea Jean. 20 years old. ISFJ.
Proud Hufflepuff
Absolutely entirely in love with my
skinny Noodle boy.
fat [and loving it]. feedee. gainer. ommetaphobic. human. broken.
& beautiful.
♥
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I really love sex with Michael. I wish it could last for a few hours…xhsacucuci lvxtzychcwyvichc unnnnffff fat sex is so hot!!!
I finally got my hair cut and I feel 1,000,000% more like myself. It makes my face look fatter, too! :p Got up for work thinking it was Thursday but Michael told me it was Wednesday and I found out I don’t work until 5 pm. It’s a good day so far, after such a crappy night. 13 days until my trip back to New York!
#fat #feedee #fatshion #fashion #dress #eShakti #plus size
![Look at the dress I just ordered from eShakti. OOOOH my goodness I’m so excited I cannot wait to try this on and be bathed in lovely blue flowers. I got it for my little sister’s wedding but I have a feeling I will want to wear this lovely dress all the time. Also I will probably actually have it taken to the dry cleaners to clean it because I won’t want to ruin something so nice. :] I really love that eShakti has every style in sizes up to 36 and I also got a $25 off coupon code for signing up with them! And it was already on clearance! I only paid $57 SHIPPED! :D I really hope it fits and that I love it as much as I think I will because I do not want to have to deal with returning. And I ordered a size larger than I usually wear because I can always just, you know, grow into it if it’s too small. :P
I just felt like sharing my little bit of joy because it’s been a long time since I bought myself a pretty thing to wear that I’ve been so excited about. :)](http://25.media.tumblr.com/ca8b877d7f8150b4141bdd560ef07f0d/tumblr_mkm2r0PmjN1qbr9aio1_1280.jpg)
Look at the dress I just ordered from eShakti. OOOOH my goodness I’m so excited I cannot wait to try this on and be bathed in lovely blue flowers. I got it for my little sister’s wedding but I have a feeling I will want to wear this lovely dress all the time. Also I will probably actually have it taken to the dry cleaners to clean it because I won’t want to ruin something so nice. :] I really love that eShakti has every style in sizes up to 36 and I also got a $25 off coupon code for signing up with them! And it was already on clearance! I only paid $57 SHIPPED! :D I really hope it fits and that I love it as much as I think I will because I do not want to have to deal with returning. And I ordered a size larger than I usually wear because I can always just, you know, grow into it if it’s too small. :P
I just felt like sharing my little bit of joy because it’s been a long time since I bought myself a pretty thing to wear that I’ve been so excited about. :)
UGH fuck nuggets -_-
Yesterday Cacique bras were buy one get one free
and so of course, today, when I finally decide that I want to get some the sale has changed to buy two get one free.
again I say fuck nuggets
how do people fatshion and still pay, like, rent and groceries?
And also, how do megadeathfats find cute stuff on ASOS Curve and Torrid and stuff because I’m only around a 32/4x/5x and everything I can find that I can even imagine fitting me is either frumpy looking as hell or costs a gall bladder and five goats or BOTH
EDUCATE ME IN YOUR WAYS
I need to find a dress that fits me for my little sister’s wedding soon that won’t cost my whole paycheck. Ugh. I need help. :(
I want to go to a buffet and eat until I’m so full my belly strains against the fabric of my skirt and then go home and get soft, squeezing, teasing belly rubs and little jiggles that turn into bigger jiggles and pulling and kissing and rubbing and dsaklfjak;lvjlk;as;lfdsajl;a I have been feeling so frustratingly small lately and I just want to feel full and enormous and beautiful.
And then get railed.
Guess what I did today, guys? Jrydhxnfkfjdjdywhwydifpgphjdtqydidufjdhdkffihphpjpbkcnsgqysrsysrzhduvysmlcuflgkrlwkreotkdkckvjznxncnxkgpfi
It was 2748461860575% even better than I imagined. :3
#personal #fat #feedee #feedism #feedist #fetish #fatty mcfatfat #death fat #obesity #more like oBESTity #love #Michael #lust
Guess who had a big dinner at Cracker Barrel and finally made it to (and past!!) her first goal weight!?!? Me! And there’s proof, picture taken by Michael. That big thing on the right half of the photo is the edge of my lower belly. :p
And I’m not even full! If you can’t tell, the scale reads 371.8! :3
(P.S. Michael weighed himself too, while at his self-proclaimed ‘fullest he’s ever been’…126. :p You can do the math.)
I just drank a milkshake and got really horny thinking about how I’m only a pound away from my first goal…
good feedee night :3
#personal #love #Michael #lust #vanity #fat #feedee #feeder #feedist #feedism
We’re beautiful together, did you know?
Also, you can’t see it, but I have cheesecake on (and in) my belly :3
#gif #personal #fat #feedee #feedism #love #Michael #lust #sometimes I like my butt #definitely tonight
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I want to get pizza but I don’t want to pay for it.
and if I get pizza then I’ll want wings, too.
but that would cost even more. -sigh- life.
#personal #fat #feedee #fatspo #fatspiration #sex positivity #body positivity #more rolls than a bakery #<3 #nsfw #deathfat
Some nights I feel so incredibly huge. It’s wonderful and so is my body. Just in case you didn’t know how I feel about my fat. :3
So Michael and I went to Red Lobster for lunch/dinner (technically the first meal of the day). Our waitress was really sweet and cute. :] I got so much food, and I ate almost all of it. My belly is so happy. I wish I’d gotten a picture of it when I was super-full…unf.
I got the fried calamari appetizer (jkdfla;kjfdl;ajvkl;da that calamari though), and then the 4-course meal. I mean, 4 courses for 15.99 is pretty good.
I went with the creamy potato bacon soup, a regular house salad with red wine vinaigrette, and I got Key Lime Pie for dessert (which is sitting in my fridge, awaiting the moment when I decide it should be devoured.)
But the main course was this beautifully wood-grilled pork chop with peach bourbon glaze and a spicy apple compote, with a side of garlic mashed potatoes and some steamed broccoli. I mean…I was in tastebud heaven. I would gladly bathe in the peach bourbon glaze. It’s good on literally everything. And the waitress told me that I can request it on things even though it’s not on the menu! And the mashed potatoes were so creamy and good, not overpoweringly garlicky.
And I’m pretty sure I’ll be getting pizza tonight. Probably late tonight. But overall it’s been a pretty fantastic self-care day. I needed it. And at 10 am tomorrow, I get a massage!
I’ll probably do a face mask tonight just because it will feel good.
tl;dr Red Lobster is delicious and I am a happy fatty today. :]